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DNI

basic dni criteria
excessively nsfw
only interested in using people
overly problematic
vent/trauma dump w/o perm
doesn't respect boundaries
falls in love within a single day
enjoys manipulating people
brainrot + overreacts

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BYF

ㅤ- MENTALLY ILL
ㅤ- HAD A GACHA PHASE
ㅤ- Most often I am more reserved with a calmer demeanor (especially if you are a newer friend).
ㅤ- I do curse frequently
ㅤ- I make A LOT of mental health jokes, (as well as ex; kms, kys)
ㅤ- I'm emotionally numb
ㅤ- I have many control freak traits
ㅤ- I can switch usually quickly.
ㅤ- I am apart of too many fandoms
ㅤ- I have decent memory as well.

저는 정신적으로나 신체적으로 아파요.

▶ 관심사

my favorites, memories of secrecy.
favored (loves) - I love the people I have grown close to they all make me happy
intrigue (likes) - fun silly little games I and or my friends find on roblox or downloaded!
gleaming (loves) - I like wearing jewelry.. most of the time, I don't like things around my neck but I love wearing things like rings, only on my left hand. ring size 7 bbgs!
succulent (likes) - Now I might not be the biggest fan of food, or most food, mostly since things are too strong for me (most often drink wise), my favorite food is anything noodle based.
existence (likes) - i have a pretty pathetic life, when one of the friends i talk to everyday is not online then i talk to no one. no one else is usually online to talk to me anyway they all have lives (unlike me)
heeding (loves) - I love drowning out my problems with loud deafening music.
confusion (likes) - its odd but I love pain, physical or mental, verbal abuse, or physical. I want to see myself bleed, for my skin to tainted with the color red. To feel tears run down my face.
importance (loves) - them, I love you, especially; e, m, s, n, r, i, d + k, m .

무관심 ◀

my abhorred topics, evoking of disgust.
uninvited (dislikes) - people, more specifically those who are too physically affectionate and others things.
disgust (hates) - myself, I find myself to be a disgusting person, I'm surprised I can even call myself such a word.
gloom (dislikes) - those people who caused my hypersexuality. The ones who shoved my face into places unwanted.
woe (dislikes) - sunny days, or summer in general I don't enjoy the feeling of heat on my skin.
unfamiliar (hates) - dreams, or nightmares I hate them, some are interesting. usually most of them are just there to trigger me and make me relapse.
memoria (dislikes) - I hate loud noises, not just because they scare me, but because they remind me of not fond memories.
misunderstanding (hates) - its hard to deal with people when they won't listen to you and your problems.
perception (dislikes) - I hate a lot about myself, as simple as that, I hate my phantosmia, depression, and everything else I deal with, but it makes me, me. I can connect to people with those things.

Anthropophobia
Arachnophobia
Atelophobia
Atychiphobia
Autophobia
Catoptrophobia
Eurotophobia
Glossophobia
Methyphobia
Monophobia
Nicotophobia
Nomophobia
Ophidiophobia
Phonophobia
Scopophobia
Thantophobia
VirginitiphobiaI'm not believed or acknowledged when I complain about problems I deal with in my life.
I love you all, if someone else wont I will.

this place is unfamiliar.
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I'm not afraid to be in love
I'm afraid to lose you.

PTSD
ASPD
OLD
OCPD
Erotomania
Aphantasia
Astigmatism
Depression
Phantosmia

Things hurt a lot. Being Ignored hurts, being left alone hurts worse.
I have been left never have I left someone. always ending up alone

★ ; Things I enjoy watching:
Invader Zim
Ramshackle + Ingenuine
Steven Universe + Adventure time
Alien Stage + Wonder egg priority
Seraph of the endYT; AstralSpiff, andru_lf, colehairlesscat
Superhorrorbro, cuptoast

Fandoms I enjoy: ★ ;
Phighting + Calamity Corp
Interliminality + MimicWwa + Zzz
Married in red + Dead plate
Omori
Fnaf
Fears to fathom
A date with death
14 days with you

comfort ships ★ ; - 귀여운 !
Mikaela x Yuuichirou / MikaYuu
Caelus x Dan Heng / DanCae
Scar x Male Rover / Scarover
Medkit x Vinestaff / Medstaff
Fyodor x Nikolai / Fyolai
Xiao x Aether / Xiaother
Stone x Skipp
TOXIC SHIPS AHEAD
Gallagher x Sunday / Galladay
Ivan x Till / Ivantill

this section is really only for my yapping and or extra information about me, if you want that.. for some reason...
I deal with hypersexuality, it causes me to have disgusted afterthoughts whenever I am thinking about sexual things, they are intrusive thoughts and I cannot control them.. ][Oddly enough even though I prefer to be called by he/him, I am okay with nonbinary pronouns as well, I just have a higher preference toward male pronouns, kinda like he/him/they, because its not a must at least for me, it makes me more comfortable writing it like that in fact.
odd how you are still reading, normally people would stop by now or would have clicked off, am I interesting too you? <3 Oh better not get be to interested, I remind you I have quite not very positive personality traits..
ah, and I find flirting with people fun, it satisfies me, and others I guess -!!

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